Category: Translation

  • The Mourning of the Russian

    The Mourning of the Russian

    Flash Fiction by Agustín Cadena, translated by Patricia Dubrava

    He wasn’t Russian, of course, but that’s what they called him because he had nearly white blond hair and looked like Ivan Drago, the Russian giant who fought Rocky in the movie. A dozen years of lifting weights had given him an impressive physique.

    He liked the nickname. Actually, he thought any nickname was preferable to his own name. Florentino. And the problem wasn’t the name itself, but its diminutive, which certainly wasn’t masculine. In school he’d had to beat to a pulp the few who dared call him “Flor.” That’s how he got used to fighting. Flower. He hated that name, even for women. So he always introduced himself: “They call me El Ruso.”

    In the neighborhood everyone knew he worked for the secret police. That’s how things are in a small community: the secrets of one are the secrets of all. No one had a reason to betray him: he was a silent and solitary neighbor, but agreeable. He’d been seen helping some woman carry her groceries or scolding children who played on the block without watching for cars. The girl at the store found it endearing when he came to make his purchases, because, since he didn’t even have a girlfriend (only a cat, and who knows if it even had a name) he took one of each: a bread roll, a tomato, one beer, one apple. And of course, milk and a little bag of kibble for his cat. A wonder it didn’t occur to him to buy in bulk, which would be cheaper and more efficient. He always paid and thanked the girl without smiling. Perhaps he wanted to hide that he liked her, because with the other neighbors he became a little more expressive.

    In his work he was different: there he couldn’t be nice. He knew that it was because of his physique, more than any other reason, that the other officers had made him a dark legend. They used him to terrify those they arrested, often without even needing his presence. “Leave him alone,” they would say, tired of beating some suspect. “If he doesn’t sing, we’ll let the Russian interrogate him.”

    So it was. But this story is about when his cat died, not about any of that. No one knew what happened. Perhaps the cat was very old, that’s all. The fact is, one day the Russian appeared in the store with the face of a chastised child and didn’t buy one of each thing, but several of each, as if making provisions. Except kibble.

    “And you’re not getting anything for the cat?” the girl asked him.

    “The cat died,” he responded. He put money on the counter and left without waiting for his change.

    He didn’t go out all day. The girl told the story of the cat to all the neighbors who came to buy something, and by nightfall, the Russian’s solitary grief was the main topic of gossip. The nosiest busybodies loitered at the door of his apartment and watched the light of his window in the night. The Russian didn’t appear. Nor did he go out the following day. Who knew what he did with the cat’s body: perhaps he was mourning over it. The trash truck guys said it didn’t come to them.

    On the third day, curiosity had become a vague, undeclared anguish. The neighborhood felt unprotected without its guardian. Someone said they should knock on his door to ask if he was O.K., but no one wanted to risk making him angry. They drew straws. The dry cleaner guy lost, the biggest coward of all. Arming himself with courage was a waste of effort: the Russian didn’t open the door. At last, a schoolboy had the brainstorm needed: he began to shout “Flor! Florecita!” from the street.

    Only then did the Russian come out. He came out angry, ready to pound the insolent idiot, whoever it was. It seemed to him that many pairs of eyes were watching him, hidden behind curtains, but he didn’t find the person who dared disturb his mourning. And his mourning ended there.

    The life of the neighborhood returned to normal.

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    Agustín Cadena was born in Ixmiquilpan, Hidalgo, México. He taught at UNAM; at Austin College, Texas; and currently teaches at the University of Debrecen, Hungary. Essayist, fiction writer, poet and translator, Cadena has won numerous national prizes, including those for short fiction in 2004 and 2005, and for poetry in 2011. He has published twenty-six books, among them collections of short fiction, essays and poetry, three novels, and four young adult novels, most recently La Sed de la Mariposa, 2014, and Fieras adentro, 2015. His work has been translated into English, Italian and Hungarian. The three short short stories submitted here are from a manuscript called Dibujos a Lápiz, (Penicl Sketches) to be published in 2016. Cadena blogs at elvinoylahiel.blogspot.com

    Patricia Dubrava chaired the creative writing program at Denver School of the Arts, where she also taught Spanish. She has two books of her own poems and one of stories translated from the Spanish. Recent translation publications include stories by Agustín Cadena in Aldus, Winter 2013, and Café Irreal, August 2013, 2014 and 2015. One of her translations of a Cadena story is in New Border Voices: An Anthology, 2014. Her translation of a Mónica Lavín flash fiction appeared in Norton’s Flash Fiction International, 2015. Dubrava blogs at www.patriciadubrava.com

    image courtesy of Henry Lornzatto, via unspalsh

  • Giacomo’s Seasons by Mario Rigoni Stern

    translated by Elizabeth Harris Behling

     

    editor’s note: Le stagioni di Giacomo (Giacomo’s Seasons) won the 1996 Grinzane Cavour Prize and has been translated into French; it was also adapted as a play in Italy. An earlier excerpt of this novel, also translated by Elizabeth Harris Behling, appeared in issue 14.

    15.

    Autumn came early. The insistent rain that always marked the woodcocks’ leaving kept the recuperanti, the men who salvaged scrap weaponry, from going out much. One Sunday afternoon in November, four friends were huddled under Piero Ghella’rs cantilever roof. Hands in their pockets, shivering, they watched the sadness blowing gently over the piazza and the streets. A short while before, they’d added up their pocket change.

    “Four of us!” one of them burst out. “And we can’t even come up with four lire to go to a movie; we don’t even have one lira to get ourselves a half-liter of wine at the tavern! What kind of life is that!”

    “I’m joining the fascists. Then maybe I can get into the border guard.”

    “You’d be better off trying for the forestry militia,” the first one said.

    “It’s harder to get in,” another answered. “You’ve got to have good recommendations. And there’s no telling when those jobs will be posted, either.”

    “Tomorrow,” the first one said, “I’m going to the town hall to see if there’s some jobs listed–any job. I can’t stay around here anymore. Maybe I’ll sneak into Switzerland and find some work, way up in the mountains. Like Toni Ballot did.”

    “I think I saw a job posted over by the public bathhouse. Let’s take a look.”

    It was a notice to sign up for two years in the royal carabinieri with reenlistment into regular service. The one who’d said he was anxious to leave slowly read the notice out loud. Then he said, “Tomorrow morning, I’m going to the Registry Office to get the forms. I’ll sell the recupero in my shed to get my papers stamped.”

    “Not me,” another one said. “I’m not going into the carabinieri. I’m waiting for the forestry to be posted. And I’m joining the Fascist Party, too–and I sure hope my pink card doesn’t come in the meantime.”

    That pink card was your draft notice ordering you to present yourself for military service that also served as a pass from home to your designated barracks.

    The four men watched as Albino Vu made his way slowly up the street. They greeted him and asked if he was going to the movies.

    “The movies!–what for?–life’s one big movie! Last night I was out drinking some and I wound up spending the night at the carabinieri’s. Good people, them carabinieri. So now I’m sober, and I’m headed back to Boscosecco.” He stopped and took a deep breath. He hadn’t talked that much in a long while. But he’d watched these four grow up, had known them since they were kids out hunting with their shotguns.

    “There’s a good movie playing,” said the one who wanted to go into the forestry militia. “It stars a beautiful actress, Greta Garbo. She plays the queen of Sweden.”

    “I don’t care if they’re beautiful or Garbo–don’t you listen to women’s garble.” Vu shuffled off again, his recupero sack over his shoulder.

    People said Albino Vu acted that way because of what he’d discovered after he came home from the war: while he was off in the trenches, his girl was fooling around with his friend who’d been rejected by the army. After that, Vu left town, his house, everything. He headed into the mountains where he’d fought and he’d lost so many real friends–and he stayed up there, even in wintertime, in some pasture, or holed up in a bunker, waiting for spring. He didn’t need much to live on, almost nothing. He found quality recupero, not quantity, and always small stuff. Dried gun powder for the hunters that he traded for shoes or old clothes. Copper he’d sell to Seber to buy himself just enough food to hold him a time, and never more than that. The rest he’d spend on wine at Pozza’s or Toni della Pesa’s where he’d sit and have philosophical debates with Motorcycle Gigi. The four friends watched as Vu walked off, singing a song that cheered up the street.

    The recuperanti had a crisis on their hands. The lira had been revalued, so metal prices dropped. Even worse–the forestry militiamen and the local woodsmen were saying the recuperanti’s digging was destroying the topsoil in the pastures and damaging the seedlings so the woods couldn’t grow back. Someone informed the authorities, and they threatened the recuperanti with fines, even prison.

    One day–it was nearly summer of that year, 1931–we found out the National Fascist Party was planning to set up an enormous camp, right here by us, for the children of Italians in the Fascists Abroad Organization. They picked a spot in the fertile meadows around the Rendola River, and the hay was cut and gathered early.

    “So,” the recuperanti said, “you get fined for digging up rocks in the mountains. But destroy our best meadows, and you’re a hero.”

    Giacomo’s father went down to the Rendola one afternoon to get a look at this famous camp for himself. They were marking the spots for the tents, setting up the kitchens, and digging the latrines. Two commune workers were there and some folks he didn’t know who must have come up from the valleys. Maybe they were in the Volunteer Militia For National Security.

    “Hey, you!” A man wearing shorts and no shirt was calling to him. “You wanna work?”

    “Yeah, but not for free.”

    “Get your jacket off and come here.”

    So that’s how Giacomo’s father found work for almost two months. The first thing was arranging the tents in a row according to the blue prints. The entrance to the camp, down a lane off the local road, was framed by two enormous pennants with the tri-colored flag and the Savoy coat of arms. All along this lane were still more pennants with flags leading up the gentle slope to the top of the hill, and finally, to a huge portrait of Mussolini with his bald head. The clearing around this portrait would be for camp gatherings, for raising and lowering the flag. One tent could hold maybe twenty kids; there were enough metal-frame bunk beds for a thousand teenaged-fascist Avanguardisti. To carry water from the town aqueduct, the men had to build an above-ground piping system fitted to dozens of washtub taps. In other words, quite a job.

    Right away you could tell Giacomo’s father knew what he was doing. He always went home at night with something in his jacket pockets: bread, bologna, quince fruit bars wrapped in tissue paper. They gave him a big noon meal and a snack at five–a real waste of food–so he brought the leftovers home for dinner.

    He’d been working fifteen days when the province fascist party secretary and the fascist mayor, the podestà, arrived along with other officials up from Rome, all of them there to see how Camp Mussolini was coming along. Chauffeurs and aides were bouncing around like grasshoppers.

    “You’re behind!” the party secretary said. “Get going! Get those pine branches up on the arches–and the fasces, too–get those axe blades and sticks tied together! And how about the sentry boxes? The truck will be here tomorrow with the muskets. Have you set up the gun racks? Hop to! Hop to!”

    To speed things up (seeing how the volunteer militiamen liked to slip into the tents farthest out for a little nap after eating), Giacomo’s father told the director he ought to hire some other workers: “I know a couple of good men. Men who know how to work and to work hard.”

    “Maybe you’re right,” the director said. “Bring them along tomorrow and we’ll see how they do.”

    The next day Giovanni showed up with Moro and Moleta, two recuperanti. Between Moro Soll’s shouting and Moleta’s quieter approach, they got the workers moving.

    The Avanguardisti started to arrive by cablecar. “Our fine boys from the Italians Abroad have heard Mother Italy’s great voice calling, and they answer with affection. They are coming to the Altipiano from all over the world. From scorching hot Africa and the wintry North. From the distant Americas to our neighbor nations of the Alps. Here in Camp Mussolini, Dante’s words beat a path into every heart. Our Mother Tongue, sweet vehicle of faith and solid fortress of our nation, stands proud among so many exotic languages, enchanting all with her sweet song. As these boys wander our mountains, they will grow to appreciate the beautiful, heroic stories of their fathers, those brave men who volunteered to fight for their country, who told their stories in a distant land, among a foreign people. Now, in our mountains, these fine boys will understand the silent eloquence of their fathers’ memories and they will be filled with a greater, ever more vital pride in being sons of Italy.” And so on.

    One day the camp director (who was really a marshal on loan from the light infantry) asked Giacomo’s father if he knew how to cook, too. Giovanni automatically said yes. And that’s how he wound up a cook’s helper, along with Moro Soll.

    The last of the Avanguardisti were there now. The days went by with the bugle call: reveille, breakfast, fall-in, flag-raising, prayers for the king, for Il Duce, for the country, for the far-off families. Choir practice: “Rising Sun,” “Youth.” Then gymnastics, close-order drill with muskets, group games for “instilling discipline and order, physical excellence, quick decision-making and reaction time, and for improving all bodily systems.” There were also group hikes in the sacred mountains of the motherland, everyone marching and singing:

    We are Fascists from abroad
    Marching fast and proud
    With Mussolini at our side
    We know how to fight
    We know how to die.
    If the reds dare show their snouts
    Smash’em!
    Give’em our heels and fists
    Smash’em!
    Then to show what we’re about
    Smash’em!
    We’ll finish ‘em off with a club
    finish ‘em off with a club!

    At that song, Giovanni and Moro shook their heads. “Poor Italy,” they muttered.

    After evening rations, lowering the flag, and changing the guard at the camp entrance, the Avanguardisti were off-duty. They went out in groups in their snappy uniforms, wandering through town, looking to strike up a conversation with some girls, trying to impress them by speaking another language, but they always swore in Italian. Mario and Nino met a few Avanguardisti from Casablanca and Salonica, and they and the girls would all wind up playing together on Via Mount Ortigara.

    One morning the local officials and the podestà were inspecting the camp and saw Giacomo’s father at work in the kitchen, and they protested because “he was a suspicious element–not an official party member.” Old Sharpshooter (that’s what everyone was calling the technical director of Camp Mussolini by now) told these officials that it was fine by him, that he couldn’t care less if Giovanni was a white shirt, a black shirt, a red shirt, or a yellow shirt. Then came the night, after evening rations, when Giacomo’s father went off to the Villa Rossi grove with the leftovers from the kettle and almost got himself fired. Once again Old Sharpshooter came to his defense, this time against Padre Salsa, the hero-chaplain who had three rows of medals over the red cross on his chest. The padre had joined the camp to carry Faith and Country to these fine lads of the Fascists Abroad.

    Giovanni had arranged things with Giacomo and the other local children to make sure any pasta or minestrone left over after rations got back to their homes. The children, crouching in a trench with their pots, would wait for him every afternoon and evening. Padre Salsa surprised him just as he was scooping some pasta out from the kettle.

    “What’s this?–caught you, you thief!–you swindler!”

    “Padre, sir, this was extra food. Leftovers. They were just going to throw it away.”

    “Scraps should be saved for the farmer’s pigs!”

    “But this is still good. Giving it to hogs–that’s such a pity. And these children going hungry.”

    “These children are lazy, raggedy beggars! They’re never to show their faces around Camp Mussolini again! They’re a disgrace to Italy! Now–out!–out of here! Scat!”

    The children fled, nearly crying, with what little pasta Giacomo’s father had been able to give them. Padre Salsa ordered the kettle knocked over; the rest of the pasta spilled into the dirt. He went straight to Old Sharpshooter. “This has got to stop–our boys from abroad mustn’t see them! Shameful! That man should be kicked out of here!”

    “He’s worth more than five soldiers. I’ll see to it this doesn’t happen again.”

    That night, after Giovanni and Moro Soll cleaned up the kitchen and prepared for the next day’s caffellatte and cocoa, they went home and decided on a plan. Every evening at the same time Padre Salsa ate at the Croce Bianca Inn. Moro would keep watch and at just the right moment, he’d whistle for the children hiding deep in the bushes. Old Sharpshooter pretended not to notice; so all that month the local children enjoyed Camp Mussolini’s delicious pasta and minestrone–and they weren’t the only ones. Things went the same the following year.

    In the spring of 1932, work started on the ossario or “bone” monument. It was going up on the Laiten Hills, east of town, where the bombed-out houses had been left unrepaired. The boys from town, and their fathers before them, used to climb those hills to play.

    In the spring, kites would rise in the sky. “Dragons,” they called them. Vittorini from the pharmacy could make the very best dragons out of wax paper, bamboo slats, and glue. He’d also come up with a type of wooden reel with iron pins that let out or wound the string, depending on what the dragon needed as he soared up above, higher than the larks, the crows, the circling hawks.

    Summers, even though the owners didn’t like their meadows trampled, boys and girls went up and gathered armfuls of red lilies (“archpriests”) before the grass was cut.

    In the fall, the Piazza boys and the Uptown boys used to have wars at the very top of the Laitens, on all the rocks from the cannon volleys, which had been piled in one big heap. Sometimes they’d have sling-shot battles with lead pellets for ammunition. Lucky for them, their helmets were Austrian, not Italian.

    Winters, they set up a ski-jump on those hills where everyone had first learned how to ski. And that’s how Mario broke his arm one February afternoon, making a jump.

    It was a summer day when the engineers and surveyors went up the hills escorted by the podestà and the fascist party secretary. With their range finders, their tape measures, their theodolites, the technicians got to work surveying, measuring, scribbling. And so, after numerous proposals, offers, conferences, tests, and on-the-spot investigations, the Roman authorities decided that a great monument was to be built and that this great monument holding the remains of our heroes who’d died on the Altipiano (for the country’s salvation) would go right here, on our hills of play. To make room for the imperial-style arch, all the quiet cemeteries in the meadows and woods were leveled. Hundreds of workers started in with picks and shovels, digging up the rocks, preparing the foundation, the cement and marble burial niches. Everything dug up was loaded onto Decauville handcarts, then brought down to the meadows near town and dumped, for future road construction.

    17.

    They were waiting on the spring thaw like they’d never waited before. The larks had returned to the sunny river banks, but since it still froze up here at night, the birds–or so the older people claimed–would fly back down to the plains at dusk. Everyone was waiting, too, for the jobs to start up again and for the time when they could start spreading manure on the potato fields. The Grass family was already hauling manure in panniers, early in the morning, step by step up a path, over icy snow and patches of bare ground: over “harnust and happar” as they used to say in the ancient tongue. The Grasses were getting a head start on all the field work, making sure everything was done at home in case jobs opened up on the huge ossario monument (the bone monument) or on some community road project.

    And when the late-morning sun was high enough to warm the communal fields, Giacomo and his father would go up with picks and shovels and work their small plot of ground by the woods. Both Giacomo’s father and his grandmother thought this plot would be good for lentils, maybe even potatoes the year after that. Twenty kilos of lentils in the house by November meant good minestrone all winter.

    They would borrow five kilos of seed lentils from the Zais, who’d had an excellent crop the year before with their big field on Poltrecche. If they couldn’t pay the Zai family back in lentils, they’d do it selling recupero.

    And they weren’t the only ones clearing the communal fields by the woods, out past the private properties. With winter coming to an end, smoke rose from the burning brush and turf in the sunniest spots on the hilltop. Glacial moraine and rocks were gathered to make dry support walls for reducing the slope. The rocks and gravel piled up from the digging were placed below these walls. If there wasn’t enough manure to spread, beech leaves and red-spruce shavings would do. By the time the cuckoo returned in April, the finished plots would be so neat and orderly, so harmoniously sculpted from the landscape, so breath-taking as seen from Petareitle Hill, that they’d be called “The Gardens.”

    With the noon bell, the neighbors gathered together to eat, to talk a little about life and smoke a pipeful in peace. Gigio Rizzo, the municipal guard, would pass by once in a while to check on their work and to make sure everything was going according to the unwritten laws: no damaging the woods, no trespassing. He also had the job of figuring out the total area tilled by each family for the annual municipal tax on their permanent lease.
    Gigio Rizzo was stern but fair, a man of a few, choice words. Always dignified in his forestry uniform and well-oiled boots, carrying that cornel-wood cane with the curved handle, walking with that fast, sure stride. You always felt his presence, even when he wasn’t there. He didn’t wear a sidearm and if he sometimes heard subversive talk, well, he certainly wasn’t reporting anything back to the podestà. Like that day Giacomo’s father blew up about all the misery and how Il Duce’s revaluing the lira and decreasing wages was helping out the capitalists, not the proletarians.

    With snow creeping back toward the heights, the men started going out for recupero again, leaving the women to plant and tend the plowed fields.

    And work started up again on the ossario monument. The touchy inspector from the public works office was incredibly stubborn about the big white blocks from our few Altipiano quarries–the slightest defect and the marble was rejected. Sometimes the quarry workers tried filling in a chip or flaw with marble dust and putty, but nothing got by the inspector. He’d smash the block with a sledge hammer so it couldn’t even be used on some less important job.

    The blocks, from quarries sometimes as far as two hours away, were dragged up the Laiten Hills on horse- or mule-drawn carts. The stonecutters would finish the marble up there according to the designs: each block had its number and assigned place in the monument. With levers, rollers, jacks, and tackle, the workers hauled the blocks up to the masons, who set them in place. The construction site was one big swarming, organized ant hill. The foremen paid attention to every last detail. The engineers from Ferlini & Roncato Contractors were afraid of the touchy inspector–he’d pop up silently, bark out a few words, and with a single wave of his hand have whole sections knocked down–they’d been carelessly done–or a block already up there had to be replaced.

    One hot, muggy June day, a foreman spotted a worker whose shirt wasn’t soaked in sweat.

    “You! Yeah, you! Come here. Why aren’t you sweating? What have you been up to?–lying around in the shade?”

    “I never sweat, Boss. I just naturally don’t sweat.”

    “Bull. Don’t give me that. Everybody sweats here. We don’t want any wise guys working on our hero monument.”

    “It’s not my fault I don’t sweat. My comrades’ll tell you. Ask anybody.”

    “Doesn’t matter–you’re fired. And remember: ‘buddies,’ not ‘comrades.’ Come back Saturday for the rest of your pay.”

    Maybe this foreman was in such a rotten mood because he’d gone into the workyard latrine that morning and seen “Death to Il Duce” scratched in charcoal on the planks. As a model for the workers, he pointed out the innocent giant who’d just been discharged from the mountain artillery and who, rumor had it, used to present arms with a 75/13 howitzer barrel. He was strong as a horse, with the spirit of a child. Using levers and rollers, he moved solid blocks of marble around like they were pumice stone.

    At noon, the workers would find some shade in a ditch or by one of the monument walls under construction. They’d make a fire from carpenters’ shavings and set a mess kit on the embers, warming up their soup and polenta brought from home. During this hour break, some of the town boys would climb up the Laitens, maybe to see what their play-hills were going through, but also just curious about all the work. The boys started to know these laborers by name, these men from nearby towns. Some were young, almost boys themselves. Others were old and gray-haired. Many had been in the Great War, but they didn’t seem all that moved to be building this enormous monument for the bones of their comrades.

    Mario climbed the hills almost every day. A number of the men knew his family, and one day a group asked if he’d bring them a bottle of wine. There were eight of them, sitting around a fire, toasting some polenta on the coals, and with thirty centesimi each, they came up with the two lire and forty centesimi needed for a bottle of local wine. Mario raced down to his family’s shop, bought the wine, and raced up the hills again, knowing the men had to get back to work. This way, they could at least have a couple of mugs of wine in peace.

    Later at supper, Mario’s grandfather said, “You should go up there every day at ten-to-twelve with six bottles in a couple of baskets. I bet you can sell every last one.”

    And so at the foreman’s whistle, Mario would make sure he was up on the Laitens with his baskets and his six bottles of wine. He’d work his way through the groups as the men put their money together for the two lire and forty centesimi. Sometimes when payday was far off, they’d ask for a bottle on credit and Mario, just like his grandfather taught him, always agreed without drawing up a note. The poor don’t cheat. When the wine was all sold, he’d sit and listen to the men’s stories.

    One in particular stayed with him. Nando dell’Ecchele told them how he’d sold his recupero one night, then stopped at Margherita’s for a glass with Vu. Afterwards, going home, when he was just outside town by the cross, there was this silent line of soldiers on the road right in front of him. The full moon kept slipping through the clouds–it was bright out just then, so he got a good look. The soldiers were pale, silent, walking without a sound–except their sighing. The long line of soldiers was coming from the mountains to the south, marching through the hollow between the hills, and up again, through the Nos Valley, toward the higher mountains.

    Other scattered groups of soldiers in single file trickled down from the mountains into the valley. You couldn’t see a beginning to them, or an end. Nando just stood there, absolutely still, until the dawn grew light, and the moon went down, and they all disappeared.

    “The dead soldiers’ spirits,” said an old worker who’d been a driver in the war.

    “Sure,” another said, “but were they Italian or Austrian?”

    “I can’t remember,” Nando answered. “Maybe both.”

    “You ask me,” another man said, “you had one glass too many with Vu. Who knows what that glass was telling you.”

    “I barely had a drop. A half-liter’s nothing split two ways.”

    “And now,” said the one who’d spoken first, “here we are, building a monument for the soldiers’ bones. And their spirits, out wandering the mountains.”

    They stayed quiet until the foreman’s whistle called them back. Mario, unsettled, went straight home, not stopping in the meadows, and up in his room he sat at his desk and wrote a poem, long gone now. Just three lines are left:

    In the cold moonlight
    they walk the mountains together–
    the living and the dead.

    Mario Rigoni Stern is from Asiago, Italy, in the Veneto. He is one of the most prestigious writers of northern Italy and has published fifteen works of prose with Giulio Einaudi Editore and Il Melngolo. His Il sergente nella neve (1953), The Sergeant in the Snow, is considered one of the great novels about the Italians at the Russian front during World War II. His works have been translated into twelve languages, and he has won numerous awards, including the 1978 Campiello Prize for the novel, Storia di Tonle (The Story of Tonle) and the 1999 Pen Club Prize for the short story collection Sentieri sotto la neve (Paths Beneath the Snow). Le stagioni di Giacomo (Giacomo’s Seasons) won the 1996 Grinzane Cavour Prize and has been translated into French; it was also adapted as a play in Italy.

    Elizabeth Harris Behling grew up in Arizona and Kentucky and now teaches creative writing at the University of North Dakota. For her translations, she has won several awards, including the Dudley Fitts Award and the Gary Wilson Award. Her stories and translations of Italian prose and poetry have been accepted in Other Voices, Denver Quarterly, Florida Review, Northwest Review, Alaska Quarterly Review, and other magazines. She has had fiction-residency fellowships at the Blue Mountain Center and the Ragdale Foundation.

    The image: This poster was created by Luigi Martinati in 1935.

  • Okay, a Cake Then! by Jiri Kajane

    translated by Kevin Phelan & Bill U’Ren

    It’s late at night and I’m alone when the word reaches me that Edmond Spaho has died. For some reason, it’s news that I need to share, so I pull on a coat, lock the door, and begin the walk over to my friend Leni’s top floor apartment. He lives at the far end of the city, across the boulevard, through the park, and past the university. Although it is quite cold outside, I look forward to the long walk, the chance to breathe in the crisp night air and the opportunity to escape the oppressive walls of this empty apartment.

    Preoccupied with my work at the Ministry of Slogans, I haven’t seen Leni in a good while. It has been nearly three weeks since we met at Selman Kratka’s place to toast my fortieth birthday. Against my vague protests, Leni had invited a few mutual friends, as well as some colleagues from the Ministry. It was a rather enjoyable party, although I found myself somewhat distracted by thoughts of my ex-wife Ana and how strange it was to be celebrating another birthday without her.

    I head up the back stairs to Leni’s flat and knock lightly, peeking through the brown window. A rumbling sound arises from the other side of the apartment, a light appears, and then Leni emerges, his face a little distorted through the warped glass.

    “Ah,” he says, motioning me in.

    “Did I wake you?”

    “I don’t know,” he mumbles, rubbing his eyes. “I guess.”

    “I’m sorry. We can talk tomorrow.”

    “No, no, it’s fine,” he insists, lighting the burner on the stove.
    “Cocoa?”

    “Yes, please.”

    We sit at the kitchen table for a while, both quietly sipping our drinks, warming up, vaguely watching the empty courtyard below. Leni casually relates his most recent efforts to further a relationship with this girl, Kosi. She seems to like him, although I suspect she’s afraid of any commitment. For weeks now Kosi has spurned his invitations, instead requiring that each of their meetings happen only by chance—no plans allowed. As a result, Leni and I have spent a lot of time devising new ways for him to circumvent this required atmosphere of happenstance. Recently, however, we’ve been running short on ideas.

    “I feel like she’s figured me out,” he says.

    “How so?”

    “I’ve been watching the downtown area, as we discussed, and sometimes even loitering around the museum, trying to casually run into her.”

    “And this hasn’t worked?”

    “A couple of times, yes. But mostly, no.”

    “Oh,” I say, unable to come up with the right words to allay his frustration. Then, silence. Finally, as if the thought has just occurred to him, Leni declares that we now must formulate a brand new plan, something ingenious and foolproof.

    “Yes!” I agree. “At once!”

    “So be it!” Leni shouts. But then, despite our seemingly dynamic and industrious exclamations, we simply sit there speechless, continuing to think. Action, apparently, cannot be taken just yet.

    Although I’ve personally met Kosi only twice, I can safely say that she is a bit of an odd girl. In my mind, I quickly conclude that any new plan has to be something of equal peculiarity, something that would make her embrace fully this concept of fate, and subsequently realize that, indeed, she and Leni were meant to be together. Perhaps not forever, but at least for now.

    “She works in the Italian Embassy,” Leni says, brightening.

    “So you’ve told me.”

    “There should be something we could do with that, don’t you think?”

    “Yes, of course,” I say. “Perhaps you could take a crash course in Italian and then disguise yourself as a businessman from Milan visiting for the first time. A requisition can be made for a tour guide from the Embassy, someone young enough to understand the youth market here. You will be the young fashion consultant trying to capitalize, and Kosi will be your escort! As time goes on, she’ll slowly fall in love with you, and then, when it’s too late, you can remove the disguise and show her that she’s actually fallen for Leni.”

    “Perfect. That will be Plan A,” he says.

    “Agreed!” I laugh, trying to picture him as an exotic clothier, slyly donning a thin brown moustache and a generous supply of powder to make his skin appear more Mediterranean. Yet somehow, this vision is too difficult to conjure up, and in the end all I can see is Leni looking like himself, only slightly darker.

    “Or what if I were to get a second job, perhaps as a guard at the Embassy,” he says.

    “Yes, good one. Of course, you would have to pass a marksmen’s test, and then maybe demonstrate some abilities in martial arts. Not so hard.”

    “Plan B,” Leni exclaims.

    He looks at me for a moment, awaiting a response.

    “Yes, Plan B,” I say. “These are both brilliant.”

    Maybe fifteen seconds go by before we both falter in our attempts to maintain a tone of seriousness, a tone of solemnity—as if real problems can be solved only when approached with a somber, perhaps even grave, disposition. Leni smiles lightly, nearly a sigh of relief, and I cannot help but grin in return. Unfortunately, the levity quickly fades and the room’s subsequent silence becomes far too distracting, temporarily delaying new plans to fool Kosi. We sit there for a moment, staring out at the courtyard and then back at our empty mugs.

    “More?” he asks. “I stole a canister from the hotel.”

    “Sure.”

    He fiddles with the broken gas knob on the broiler, then places a small saucepan full of milk atop the burner, a blue flame kicking up as it touches the metal. Clearly, neither of us desires the actual cocoa as much as the heat which will be generated in the process. After that, it’s quiet again, Leni casually stirring the milk, me staring off into space. I like this about him. Obviously, I’d come over to his house to discuss something specific—Why else would I appear so late and unannounced?—and yet still, he feels no need to pressure it out of me.

    “So,” I finally say, “Edmond Spaho has died.”

    “Really?”

    “Yes, a few weeks back.”

    “Where did you hear this? From Ana?” he asks, still moving the fat wooden spoon around in the milk. Perhaps, this sounds like a strange first question. Anyone else would probably ask, “How did he die? When? Where?” Not Leni, though. He knew the story well. He knew that whenever Edmond came up, we were really speaking of Ana and me, and so, plainly, his first question was the logical one.

    “No, unfortunately. I was talking to my cousin. Remember Arti?”

    “The smelly one with the goatee beard?”

    “He called for a favor—his nephew has applied to the Ministry—and he simply mentioned it in passing. ‘Spaho’s body has finally washed ashore,’ he said. ‘What!’ I said, not believing him, ‘Spaho is dead? Edmond Spaho?’ ‘Yes,’ Arti answered, almost annoyed. ‘Didn’t you know.’”

    “Such an awful way to find out,” Leni says, bringing the cocoa over to the table.

    “I know. Typical Arti.”

    “How did it happen?”

    “Nobody’s sure. Supposedly a fishing accident, although that sounds unlikely. His boat was still docked at Fierze, nets up.”

    “Strange,” Leni says, handing me a jar of whipped cream—Property of the Hotel Dajti stamped along the side.

    “Yes. But remember that letter I got a few months ago? Edmond rambled on about the past, covering everything in such detail that you’d think it had all happened the day before. Yet his wife’s been gone ten years now, and his son almost five.”

    “Yes—since the Butrinti,” Leni absent-mindedly mumbles, leaning back in his chair.
    “Suicide then?”

    “Probably. I’m really not sure—perhaps it doesn’t even matter. Edmond was so unhappy. At least now, his misery is over. But it still seems surprising.”

    “Well, he was a young man,” Leni says, then quickly laughs at his unintended meaning. At my recent birthday party, we’d disagreed as to whether this milestone of forty was an official sign that my youth had passed. Edmond and I were the same age.

    “Not so young,” I respond, smiling.

    Leni drops another dollop of whipped cream into his cocoa, spilling a little down the side. It slowly drips to the table, leaving behind a snail-like trail on his mug.

    “On the walk over here, I thought it was Edmond’s predicament that made me unhappy. Now, I’m wondering if it is simply my own.”

    Leni looks up with a puzzled expression.

    “I guess I’m talking about Ana,” I say, continuing. “How strange, yes? And embarrassing, too. Edmond is dead, and my thoughts turn to Ana, or, even worse, to myself.”

    “Well…” Leni mumbles.

    “You know, when Ana and I first met on that train ride, I was on my way to visit Edmond Spaho.”

    Leni nods, like always, and it’s as if he too had been on this train ride twenty years earlier, as if his stake here is equal to mine. Whenever I tell this story, I feel like, just for a second, that if we imagine it hard enough, the two of us might be able to recreate that day, recreate the whole scene, and change something along the way—slightly altering the future so that I still might be with Ana. At times I think maybe I should have played hard to get, or maybe we shouldn’t have eaten in the station together, maybe I should just have gotten her telephone number and met Edmond as planned. Any little thing could have made a difference. It’s hard to know whether something that has happened in the past is important or marginal. How can you tell the difference? How can you assign responsibility? Perhaps something as simple as the way I held my salt shaker or the way I opened the door for her led me to where I am now.”She was coming back from Isa Drumberi’s.”

    “Of course,” he says. “Isa, Ana’s best friend.”

    “Hard to believe it’s been three years since she died,” I say, remembering the moment Ana told me the news.

    “That’s right,” Leni nods, having mentally verified my calculations.

    “I guess I’m just picturing that train ride again. First, Isa, and now Edmond—the two destinations. And, of course, in the middle, Ana herself wants nothing to do with me. I’m just wondering now that everyone involved has disappeared, does the event itself disappear, too? If all the pieces to a puzzle are missing, is it still a puzzle?”

    “I don’t know,” Leni says, obviously thinking. “Who’s to say? Then again, if I—Leni, an outsider—know the story, it must be real, right?”

    “Yes, yes,” I immediately reply, chuckling at the thought of a conversation we’d recently had about his great-uncle Bardhyl. The uncle, in his old age, Leni claimed, had been convinced that he would not die until the stories about him faded. So, hoping for a longer life, he began weaving lengthy, sordid tales about the things he’d done. At first, Leni said the family found it amusing, almost entertaining, but then time ran on and the stories became decidedly less interesting. Soon, everyone tired of this strange obsession; friends stopped calling, and neighbors refused to visit. Fortunately it was not long after that he died—reportedly in the middle of some story about a pony he’d briefly owned as a child. Leni and I agreed that it was all a nice idea though.

    “Well,” Leni mumbles, huddling over the stove, warming his hands, “I suppose we’re finally done with the cocoa.”

    “Yes. I couldn’t drink another mug.”

    “That’s what I thought,” he says, resignation in his voice. It’s not that I’ve offended him, that the cocoa isn’t good enough to merit a fourth cup, but rather, just the idea that the oven will no longer be in use, making it hard for our conversation to continue. Without heat at this time of night, Leni’s kitchen can become unbearably cold in an instant. Yet, we cannot simply leave the oven burning; it’s hard to rationalize using the expensive fuel for mere conversation.

    “Well, I suppose I should head home,” I say.

    “No, stay,” Leni urges, rising, “let’s make a cake.”

    “What?”

    “I’ve got recipes here from the hotel. Why not? I’ve been wanting to make one for weeks now.”

    “Okay,” I offer, surprising myself. “A cake, then!”

    Leni turns the oven up a notch, opens the pantry and removes four grey cartons and a notebook teeming with papers. “Citrus cake, fig cake, sponge, pound, chocolate leaf,” he reads aloud.

    “Sponge cake.”

    “That does sound good,” Leni responds, pulling a mixing bowl and steel measuring cups out from under the sink.

    I casually rummage through the cabinets and pull down the required ingredients. “You know,” I say, returning to our previous conversation, “during the first year after Ana left, I continued on, almost controlled by this need to somehow fix our relationship, to recapture that amazing feeling of our first day on that train.”

    “You thought that it would solve your problems—put you back together,” Leni adds, cracking an egg into the mixing bowl.

    “Yes. As Dr. Viseri used to say, ‘You’re born, you come out, and then you spend the rest of your life trying to get back in.’ For me, I suppose, it’s the same with Ana. I squandered so much of our time simply trying to renew that original feeling. It was such a waste!”

    Leni nods, smiling slightly to put me at ease. “Kosi says this strange thing trying to explain why she is the way she is. The courtship, she tells me, will never last longer than the mystery and curiosity. Not even one moment.”

    “Yes, and I am proof,” I laugh, measuring out a small spoonful of vanilla extract.
    Leni is due for work at the hotel in a few hours, and yet he doesn’t appear worried about getting back to sleep. “Do you believe that? Do you believe that it’s over when the mystery ends?”

    “Well,” I hedge, trying to remain optimistic.

    “I’m not sure either,” he offers. “Kosi says a lot of crazy things.”

    It’s hard to hide my confusion about this theory. Yet, I know any uncertainty should remain concealed. For Leni’s sake, it’s my duty to inform him that Kosi is wrong, that closeness is, in fact, a key ingredient to successful relationships, that you must know everything about each other—needs, wants, desires—before you can truly be together. It’s what he wants to hear, what he believes—it’s what I believed too for all those years with Ana. Yes, I must explain how this need for mystery and curiosity is merely some misguided idea on Kosi’s part, and that it will certainly pass. Yet, how am I, of all people, able to judge whether or not this is true? And secretly, I’m wondering if Kosi might be a little wiser than I had originally ascertained—even if such a conclusion means I have a better chance with some stranger standing on a street corner than I do with Ana.

    “Is that what’s coming between you two?” I say, handing him the whisk. “Is this why she won’t see you like a normal person?”

    “I suppose,” he offers, almost resigned.

    “Well, maybe that’s a good thing,” I mumble, glancing out the window toward the courtyard. The sky looks so familiar to me at this strange hour. I am reminded of all those late nights following my promotion to the Ministry of Slogans. In the years before that, while working for Hansa at the Ministry of Symbols, I’d thought the elevation in status and responsibility was something I wanted, but when it finally happened, I became anxious and troubled all the time. At night, it got even worse. While Ana retired to our bedroom for sleep, I retired to my study to work, often keeping the candles burning for hours, plagued with worry. Soon, I got no sleep at all. Grey halfmoons appeared under my eyes. My complexion became a pale gloss, curiously resembling those small wax Hoxha figures that once adorned the Palace of Culture.

    “I’d never dreamed you would be like this,” Ana confessed one morning as she found me propped at my desk, hopelessly awake, melted candlewax spread about. “After all, this isn’t the way Deputy Ministers are supposed to act.”

    “I’m new at this. And for all we know, perhaps it is. Certainly, it wouldn’t surprise me to learn that every high-ranking official in the city lies awake at night. How could they not?”

    “Because they have confidence and poise, something leaders are supposed to have.”
    “I’m not exactly a leader.”

    Ana frowned and poured us each some coffee. I stared at the mug for a moment before pouring in some sugar and gulping it down.

    “I don’t want to belabor the issue,” she said, “but how can you expect me to sit back and not say anything? You’re up when I’m asleep, and you’re up when I’m awake.”

    “Right. So you get to see me more often,” I said, forcing a laugh, trying to ease the conversation.

    “Yes, normally this would be good. A great difference from your position with Hansa, when you were busy all the time, when you had to fit me into your schedule. But now you are not the same person. While I see you more often, it is not actually you that I am seeing. You’ve changed.”

    “Change is good I thought.”

    “I’d rather see you the old way instead of this. You’re awake, but too tired to do anything except be awake.”

    It was true. I’d lost interest in nearly everything but the job, my new position as the Deputy Minister of Slogans. Fear of failure, fear of not making a great impression on everyone, had consumed me. Everything else was pushed to the side—my health, my friends, my sense of humor, and Ana. It wasn’t until the season changed, sometime after Skenderbëg Square was covered in frost, that I finally was able to balance the new job with my old life, my old self. I’d finally secured the confidence of the key dignitaries, the other Ministers, my staff. In fact, I’d probably had their confidence all along, but how was I to know? Unfortunately, in the process of discovering this, I seemed to have lost a piece of Ana’s confidence, and maybe even some of my own. Or perhaps that’s not it at all—perhaps I simply allowed her to see a side of me that she did not like.

    Inside at Leni’s, the faint, sweet smell of cake slowly drifts around the room and around our conversation. Outside, the streetlights remain off, leaving only the moon to illuminate the dingy apartment buildings and the small cement square that they surround. As the wind begins to gust, I can detect outlines of the different items hanging from Mrs. Dronka’s clothesline. Pants, shirts, towels, blankets, underwear. None seem to even bend in the breeze, apparently frozen stiff by the winter air. Closing my eyes, I can almost imagine her walking outside each morning to check if they’re dry, and then quietly walking back inside, disappointed. Spring is nearly four months away.

    I watch while Leni mixes the creme topping, whipping it loudly and feverishly, as if there’s a time limit. Then he dips his index finger in for a taste, nods, and dumps the concoction into a separate tin. “Want to lick the spatula?”

    “Thanks,” I say, leaning over the sink with it. When I’m done, I wash the pans and measuring cups. Behind me, Leni laughs.

    “What?” I ask.

    “Oh nothing,” he laughs again. “I was just thinking about you and Ana on that train.”

    “Yes?”

    “About how you woke up and realized she was sitting there—a pretty girl alone in the compartment with you!—and how the first thing that ran through your mind was the sudden fear that you’d been snoring.”

    I cringe with embarrassment, although still smiling at the memory.

    “And it turned out to be true!”

    “Well, I was hoping you’d let me forget that.”

    “But it’s part of the story…”

    Then we both just sit there replaying some absurd event that occurred nearly twenty years ago. With a strange ease, I can picture it all so perfectly, every detail coming alive, the colors bright and vivid. And from the look on his face, it appears that Leni is able to do the same.

    “Tell me again,” he says. “How does it go?”


    Time Out Scotland once named Jiri Kajane “the second greatest living Albanian writer,” after Ismael Kadare. But who is Kajane?

    According to some accounts, Kajane was raised in Kruje, Albania. His satirical drama, Neser Perdite (Tomorrow, Every Day), is rumored to have received great acclaim in a singular 1981 performance before being banned by the Albanian Ministry of Culture. Due to Kajane’s allegedly precarious standing before the revolution, his work has never been published in his home country. Kajane has never been photographed.

    “Okay, A Cake Then!” is collected in Winter in Tirane: Stories by Jiri Kajane, published by Fiction Attic Press.

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